Perhaps I'm too demanding and not giving myself enough credit for trying. I did sew some today. I fixed a tshirt I made that the shoulders were too wide. The temperature is in the 20's, not exactly t-shirt weather. I have about two to three or maybe four garments that I pre cut already. Just need to put them together and yet, I haven't done it. I'm still healing and though yesterday was a good day, I got a lot accomplished. Today just wasn't so good. I felt the weight and the medicines are doing a number on my tummy. I'm losing weight but not on purpose.
I have been knitting with my looms. That helps with relaxation and keeps my mind busy. I like to be busy. Using what I already have instead of buying more. I've been knitting more fingerless mittens for my midget. Some I have given away as presents. Giving feels good. Just giving without expecting anything in return. Knowing that what I give will be put to use and enjoyed, that is a great feeling.
So today, at "the fork on my road", I chose to get off my rear, played loud music and fixed the t-shirt. The alternative, no such thing, no more.
I have so much to be thankful for, even for my struggles. I am thankful because by overcoming them I realize just how strong I've become. And yes I can, I will be alright.
To my coctails I've added dandilions, blueberries and it gives it a kick.
Always smile
Zassha and I
Zassha's wall
some of my favorite drawings
bathing in the sun playing UNO
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